I'm sorry for the lack of activity on my part. I've been having a hard time lately keeping up with both school and work, and it's been absolutely exhausting.

I visited my mommies  BabySam and  RebeccaDragons last week, and it was one of the most incredible weeks of my entire life. I had basically an entire week of just being baby, and it was phenomenal. I felt safe, small, calm, and genuinely happy. But when it came time to leave, I broke down, I didn't want to leave and go back to being a grown-up. I have to keep moving 24/7 to be able to keep up with bills and schoolwork, and I'm miserable and exhausted. It's a good thing airplanes are loud, because I was ugly crying during takeoff.

I'm mostly okay now, though. I've composed myself, but now I just feel numb emotionally and I've only just gotten my appetite back a few hours ago. I'm still really not looking forward to adulting again, though. I hate being an adult so much...

Aaaaanyway, onto Youthful Bliss and commissions. Same as my last journal, I still have a batch of Youthful Bliss pages I wanna pump out before starting commissions, just so it's one last thing to worry about when school starts again in a week. I am uploading a new page now, though