If I Own You a Comission, Read!
5 years ago
"Sometimes, what we believe to be only imaginary appears more real than reality itself"
R. W. BaltrukIt's been 4 years since I've changed my journal, wow...
I'm not going to give you all a huge wall of text to read, because it's not important. I mean, it's important for you to know I'm back, but the little details aren't that relevant. MANY things happened through these years. I've let many comissioners down, and I'm sure some of them might be very upset with me (with reason, I won't take it away from them). But the last few months I've been thinking about it all, and I decided I can't continue like this. My name is in the dirt as an artist, and I won't live with that. I will clean my name, so I'm putting this journal up for a single reason: If I owe you art, of any kind, from any time, let me know. It's been very long for some, but yesterday I finished a very overdue comission, so I'm reaching out for you all. Let me know. I can't remember everything I owe, so I want you to come to me and refresh my memory, please. Tell me what you asked for (or even change it if you want), resend your references, and I'll get to work on them. I won't follow any specific order, just letting you all know. What matters is that I'll be doing them.
I just ask that you don't be rude about it. I know I'm the wrong, I know it must have felt terrible to pay for something you didn't receive. But I'm trying to reinvent myself. I'm working on a new identity as an artist, but I couldn't do it while leaving those comissions behind. So I'm trying to redeem myself, and I hope my past comissioners will help me with that.
So, again, if I owe you a comission of any kind, hit me up through a note. And I truly apologize for all this time being away from here and not replying and all that. I'm here to stay, and to fix my mistake.
Thank you for reading, and I'm looking forward to your contact!
I'm not going to give you all a huge wall of text to read, because it's not important. I mean, it's important for you to know I'm back, but the little details aren't that relevant. MANY things happened through these years. I've let many comissioners down, and I'm sure some of them might be very upset with me (with reason, I won't take it away from them). But the last few months I've been thinking about it all, and I decided I can't continue like this. My name is in the dirt as an artist, and I won't live with that. I will clean my name, so I'm putting this journal up for a single reason: If I owe you art, of any kind, from any time, let me know. It's been very long for some, but yesterday I finished a very overdue comission, so I'm reaching out for you all. Let me know. I can't remember everything I owe, so I want you to come to me and refresh my memory, please. Tell me what you asked for (or even change it if you want), resend your references, and I'll get to work on them. I won't follow any specific order, just letting you all know. What matters is that I'll be doing them.
I just ask that you don't be rude about it. I know I'm the wrong, I know it must have felt terrible to pay for something you didn't receive. But I'm trying to reinvent myself. I'm working on a new identity as an artist, but I couldn't do it while leaving those comissions behind. So I'm trying to redeem myself, and I hope my past comissioners will help me with that.
So, again, if I owe you a comission of any kind, hit me up through a note. And I truly apologize for all this time being away from here and not replying and all that. I'm here to stay, and to fix my mistake.
Thank you for reading, and I'm looking forward to your contact!
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Chin up dude x