Despite my best intentions, the 2020 is one of the worst years of my life. Along the never ending string of personal tragedies, there were many other factors adding to my already crumbling psyche. And that’s all disregarding the whole Covid-19 thing. So anyway, I had to take a break from social media and such, to calm down my anxiety and simply allow myself to touch a tablet without bursting into tears like a child. The meds are somewhat helping with it and I really need to finally get some “wins” before I lose my mind.

I know I owe a lot of art, some of it is from a year ago and I’ll try tackling all of it bit by bit. I know everyone goes through shit in their life, but I really don’t cope well with death, especially when there are several deaths in a row… so please, please understand that the last (god knows how many) months have not been kind nor easy on me. I can only hope that I will come out of this tribulation stronger, otherwise what was the whole point, right?

Either way, here is the list of everyone (I hope) that awaits their art finished… my heart and mind still aren’t 100% here yet, so if I missed someone, please poke me. In truth, I’d much rather refund everyone on this list and start with a clean slate, however it’s not something I’m able to do. So, I hope I can crack this whole thing clean in the coming weeks.

I did two streams so far, warmups to get back into drawing as I haven’t really been doing that in 6 months now… I want to do the streams regularly, to work on the overdue commissions live, so that you can all see that I’m doing something to manage this workload properly. I hope to stream tomorrow for around 4-5 hours and we shall take it from there.

That’s all I can really say…
Sorry for the delay and the radio silence.
Regards,

~Kael