so, the college thing didnt work out, im still jobless and stuck in a place i dont wanna be. but i think my depression is finally subsiding, i realize or rather finaly accept that i do have some talent, and i do have some people who love me. im scared of sounding gloaty or self absorbed. but i cant keep being so hard on myself. i may start doing commissions. if anyone even likes old fashioned pencil art... or if i can remember my paypal log in XD anywho, um if anyone cares, there ya go.