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Thinking about life and maturity
5 years ago
Yknow it’s interesting- I’m really just a kid. I never realized that until now. I mean I’m actually 18 now but it wasn’t until I finally looked in the mirror tonight. I saw how skinny my neck was compared to my head and that it flushed out brilliantly unto broad shoulders and I finally in the first time in my life saw how young I am.
For my whole life I’ve been more mature than most others around me and I’ve acted that way accordingly. Recently I’ve took an alternate turn and started to really play around and let myself do whatever. Ever since I’ve started that I realized that now I feel more like a kid and more like my age. Finally a relief of not putting on my own facade to bring myself and others joy by being “better” than the mature kids around me.
I’m simply a child. Someone who hasn’t even graduated highschool yet but is about to. Someone who has spent 18 years only to find that he is still a kid and won’t be in a short amount of time. It’s quite a breath that needed to be taken.
I’ve done many things I never thought someone as young as I would do. I mean I even draw lewd for commission and I’m not even out of primary schooling. It’s interesting to reflect. Especially when you’re still living in the moment. I’m realizing that now. I wish I had realized that before.
Although, now that it’s through and highschool is nearly over. I don’t quite know how I feel. I’m happy, I’m fairly content, and I’ve learned a lot about myself in the span of only one year. Age 18 is a door to so many new possibilities of limitations I’ve had ever since the beginning.
This new life is going to be completely different as I expand into my art career and create comics and characters that represent me to an extent where it is a second reality to real life. I love life, I love God, and he has put me on this earth for a reason. Now that I realize my age and my youth I can enlighten my life to the full extent. I love being young and I definitely don’t want to grow up too fast. This last year of school has been the slowest I’ve ever had, but that’s not a bad thing. Life is for memories you’ll take that are personal to you. I love it. Youth is amazing and I will not waste my time.
Thanks for reading if you did. -Adondis age 18, May 13th 12:54 AM EST
For my whole life I’ve been more mature than most others around me and I’ve acted that way accordingly. Recently I’ve took an alternate turn and started to really play around and let myself do whatever. Ever since I’ve started that I realized that now I feel more like a kid and more like my age. Finally a relief of not putting on my own facade to bring myself and others joy by being “better” than the mature kids around me.
I’m simply a child. Someone who hasn’t even graduated highschool yet but is about to. Someone who has spent 18 years only to find that he is still a kid and won’t be in a short amount of time. It’s quite a breath that needed to be taken.
I’ve done many things I never thought someone as young as I would do. I mean I even draw lewd for commission and I’m not even out of primary schooling. It’s interesting to reflect. Especially when you’re still living in the moment. I’m realizing that now. I wish I had realized that before.
Although, now that it’s through and highschool is nearly over. I don’t quite know how I feel. I’m happy, I’m fairly content, and I’ve learned a lot about myself in the span of only one year. Age 18 is a door to so many new possibilities of limitations I’ve had ever since the beginning.
This new life is going to be completely different as I expand into my art career and create comics and characters that represent me to an extent where it is a second reality to real life. I love life, I love God, and he has put me on this earth for a reason. Now that I realize my age and my youth I can enlighten my life to the full extent. I love being young and I definitely don’t want to grow up too fast. This last year of school has been the slowest I’ve ever had, but that’s not a bad thing. Life is for memories you’ll take that are personal to you. I love it. Youth is amazing and I will not waste my time.
Thanks for reading if you did. -Adondis age 18, May 13th 12:54 AM EST
And you’re not that old Linker! You’ve got so much to do in life :3
And if you're anything like me, you’ll figure out a lot in the next few years as well!