Hello! Sorry that I haven't updating much regarding anyone who has commissioned me and anyone that I currently doing art trades with.

I am trying my best to push myself through this and I have been experiencing a massive burnout out ever since Paypal almost screwed me over the bank card that I use. I apologize for not getting anything done and I also apologize that I haven't updated my trello as of now. I will be either making a new trello for the fetish/NSFW ones and have the other trello for SFW only or just.. ditch trello in general because I don't think I can handle having a public queue due to my executive dysfunction in the way. However, this is no excuse for me to not update my trello queue.

I might make it private and link it to my clients rather having it on my profile. Having to put a queue where everyone can see it gives me anxiety and makes my executive dysfunction worse than it should be. This is not to say I am forgetting anyone or refusing anyone who has commissioned me.

The pandemic has messed everyone up and I would like to say, please be patient with artists when you commission them during these times. Not everyone will have the time or motivation just because they are stuck at home. A lot of us are currently stressed out because of the event. This is a traumatic event for all of us and we are in this together.

My depression and anxiety have been degrading even more than ever since COVID-19 happened. I have been mentally and physically stressed out lately

If I still owe you a commission, you can either pay for a rush fee (in case if you go with this option i will discuss how much the fee would be depending on the type of commission and note me the deets) if you want it done asap or you can wait till I get to them. I cannot provide refunds at this time since I needed the money to buy food and the fact that mom had to borrow my money for some of her stuff and mine.

Also, regarding raffle prizes. I haven't got the motivation to do them which I am sorry for. I will get to those as soon as I can and also please be patient since these are free. If you are disrespectful or anything, I will redraw a new winner.

I am also sorry for the lack of communication to my clients and I have realized I need to do better than this rather than leave them w/o a word for few weeks. I might have to close commissions indefinitely since it has taken a toll on my mental health.

I will still do commissions but there will be only a couple slots and not take on so many unlike last time. You can also watch for YCHs I might make in the future if you are still interested in getting art from me.

I am welcome to consider art trades. but I will be EVEN more picky than ever and it will depend on art skill. please don't feel bad if I ignore your note or say no. I might take a break from doing kink stuff since it shouldn't be the only thing I will do and focus on doing more SFW stuff and more personal art for myself along with fanart.

I will be owning up to my mistakes and I will be learning from them and improve myself as a person.

I hope anyone who reads this and understand what I am saying here.
I am sorry.