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brb... gonna go tie a noose....
5 years ago
All I want is a little bit of positivity... but all this year is full of is life threatening situations... I almost lost my best friend in a tornado and now another friend of mine is in danger because he can't afford a shelter and can't evacuate from the upcoming Tropical Storm Arthur forming near his place... I can't keep suffering like this. Death is getting very close to the people I really care for and I want it all to end. FUCK the world. FUCK ALL OF YOU!!! None of you will ever understand my suffering...
EDIT: This was a shitty journal. Why would I say all this? Jeez I really must be having real problems. I don’t wanna kill myself but wow... Last night I really got hostile with my friends. I just hate how this year is going and this kind of stuff really triggers my manor anxiety.
EDIT: This was a shitty journal. Why would I say all this? Jeez I really must be having real problems. I don’t wanna kill myself but wow... Last night I really got hostile with my friends. I just hate how this year is going and this kind of stuff really triggers my manor anxiety.
Even if you're not really gonna do that, saying it just makes things complicated.
I know you don't like people telling you to calm down, but you've gotta get over it either way.
There are good times and bad times at the same time at any rate.
You've just gotta face the norm, dude.
And if you're still gonna complain about modern day life, then chances are that you have no sense of confidence or any purpose in life.
But if so, then stop being afraid and face off the obstacles, you got this, everything is going to be ok, I promise.
How do I know? How am I sure? When will the nightmare end?
I don't know, it's a LEAP OF FAITH!