So ive know this for a while and its a big reason i want it changed, when my legal name is said almost nothing good has followed in the past...ever im either in trouble or something serious has happened or needs to be talked about its never good and now even if someone just says hello to me now its anxiety like "whats going on?! What happened what did i do!?" The worst is when one of my best friend calls me by my name because he almost never uses it its always bro or fam or bud or bitch or the n word literally anything else but my name and so when he says my name its basically like your parents calling you by your full name you know shit happened and youre walking to your grave X3 but yeah when ever my name is said insant anxiety instant mood killer instant frown and sorrow instant regret....i hate it....i want it gone...