So ive been doing alot of thinking lately and I really need to get myself a job. I need something to occupy my brain for a while and videogames just arent cutting it anymore. I play videogames for like 10min and then I get bored and lose my focus. I also need a job because I cant live on what im getting payed for in sick pension. Im gonna be transparent I get 7300Sek a month (thats about 730$/month) problem is 2000Sek goes to rent, then 1000sek for my computer im paying off and then 557Sek for my phone bill. That leaves me with about 3743Sek a month and thats not counting all the online things I pay for like Amazon Prime, Netflix, Spotify, and World of Warcraft. So I have closer to 3000Sek to live off every month. And you'd thing that would be plenty but it just isn't. Im very bad at economics and sure I have a tendency to buy stupid shit I dont really need like diapers,soda and nacho chips and other food items. But the thing is I wanna be able to give to charity, buy art from my friends and still have money left to save for other things like conventions and such things.

The bigest problem is that I have a useless education that doesn't apply to any work field in the real world. And my personality disorder makes it very hard for me to actually work with other people. But im making steps forward. And to make it worse I didnt really give a shit in highschool so some of my grades (like math and p.e) arent even valid grades (or in other words I failed those courses). So trying to get into an education is really difficult because of my low grades. So theres like a catch-22 where I need an education to get a job but I cant get an education because of my highschool grades and I cant get job training either.

Anyway thats enough bitching and moaning from me.

tl:dr I need a job so I have more income