As the title says I need to move out of my parents house. I cant stand living with them any longer. My mother naggs me 24/7 about everything im doing wrong. She decides how I get to dress and when I can go out and where I can go. If I want to go meet some friends she wants to know exactly who im meeting, how long i've known them, exactly when im coming back and where im going to be. She wants to vett all my friends and then she talks shit about them behind their backs. A great example is one of my friends who has happend to be in a car accident (which wasn't his fault) and when she found out about that she goes "I dont want you riding in his car, He shouldnt have a drivers license, He probably drives like a maniac".

My dad on the other hand doesn't care what we do. He has no interest in our lives and only works on his car or hangs around with his mates helping them with their cars or other things they need done. He spends about a grand total of 4-5 hours at home (and that is when he is sleeping). When he is home he spends most of his time on his computer (mostly with a gin and tonic in his hands).

The worst time off day is dinner time. I always leave dinner physically upset and angry. Why? well because they always wanna talk politics. And we are nothing alike when it comes to politics, My parents are as far right as you can get. And I mean extremely right. My dad likes to talk about those "F***ing immigrants" and "sandstompers" and frequently uses the N word. He has even been to the point where he has said he should have kept a gun (he found in our neightbours garage) so he could shoot some immigrants. And it doesn't matter what I tell them. I tell them dont use those words, Dont generalize about everyone, try to be kind to people. All I get is abuse and shit for that.

Is it bad that ive honestly had dreams about killing my parents? because they are just horrible people. And that is even though I like my mom and I tolerate my dad.

what am I even supposed to do. This household is so dysfunctional that its no wonder I wanna kill myself alot of the time.