Five years ago I found you at my house, you were so small and fragile, I loved you since the day I saw you and told myself that I will be the best I could be for you. To be honest i didn't know what i was doing and had a difficult time keeping my cool, you were there being as patient as could be and supportive the whole way... I wasnt a good dad to you or your sister, there were so many things I could do done better for you two.. so many things I promised to do only to brake those same promises later... but you were still there, still loving, caring, and cuddling your way to me.
On Friday morning you were all smiles and tail wags, not a care in the world, but you had lost your balance and got so scared cause you couldn't get back up, I was right there for you as well as your sister, I held my hand on your head and gave you kisses telling you that you are going to be okay I held you close and you gave one small cry before leaving us. I didn't want to believe what was happening, quickly realizing what was happening I started giving chest compressions.. I didn't want to give up, I didn't want to lose you, there were so many things I still had planned for the three of us to do. We were going to get puppachinos, and go on a hike in the mountains... so many things I wanted to do, but you were gone, your sister Zeenia tried to tell me that, but i still didn't want to believe it. She was there by our side the whole time....

Wendsday I picked you up in your black box and wanted to cry so much cause i still cant believe what's happened, I have been taking care of your sister and giving her so much love and affection because we both miss you terribly, I promise my sweet pup that I wont make the same mistakes and I will try even harder for you, we miss you so much.

Melody Rose 12/24/14-06/05/20