So its pride month and that always means a bit of self-reflection on my part.I identified as straigth for a long time of my life (mostly because of denial) but in my teens I started to call myself bi-sexual with a preference for men. But I dont know if thats true or not. You see when it comes to things I dont really get aroused by either men or women, neither do I really go "oh thats a pretty woman" or "thats a pretty man". Sure I can get aroused but its mostly by objects and not people. Yet still I like to think of how it would be to date someone. To have a partner that you can hold and cuddle and just hang out with. I mean what is wrong with me shouldn't I know my own sexual orientation? what kind of weird person am I? argh I just want answers I just wanna know what i am!!!

anyway this is my late night ramblings for today.