I know that feeling, life not really going as expected.
But come on, no need to chatter like that, there's got to be some light at the end of the tunnel,
don't be getting trapped in the darkness of the moment. Keep pushing forward.

The only thing you should be using a rope for is to put up a shelter, or to teather yourself to a person.

But in all seriouness, take care, don't do anything irreversible, and if things ever get overwhelming don't forget that
there are people out there that care and would likely help if you asked.

Life can really slap you around sometimes >_< But, take it from someone who is only just recovering from her most recent slapping, things will get better and you'll eventually begin to leave how you feel now behind. Find a good friend to talk to, even if it's just for them to listen to you vent; they won't think anything less of you for it. I'd say that's the most important thing to me when it comes to maintaining my emotional and mental health in difficult times.

Anyhow, I hope your situation starts to get better soon!

Hi, after this text, it's scary to see that you've disappeared somewhere. I hope you're all right, come back soon.