So.... this year has been complete chaos and it's made me Extreamly depressed.... if been traped in my room since early March since then if been in my room the 1st 2 mounths was ok but after that if gotten depressed I'm finding everything boring and I'm allways felling lonely... and I think soon I'm gonna end my life.... I'm scared.... and this may be the last thing il ever say....... I just hope something will cheer me up soon before it's too late.... and also lockdown gave me extream back pain.... So that's also makeing me close to ending it....... I really need friends to help me.... I need help before it's too late.....