Well today is the day.

Heading out in a few hours , my gall bladder is being removed today. I am worried something will go horrible wrong. I hate my extreme anxiety disorder. Keeps me thinking the worst. Even with everyone telling me how simplistic and every day this surgery is doesn't seem to stop my mind from going to the worst case, that being myself taking the long dirty nap.

I hope that isn't the case obviously but keeping myself from thinking it is far easier said then done. I hope I get to make a new message sometime this week saying I was over worrying for nothing.