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Toroth
5 years ago
I have some strong feelings about certain subjects, so please don't shove anything into my face.
It appears Toroth is still around, but he may or may not be a dragon anymore. I am relieved to see him talking to people. I have a feeling he just doesn't like me anymore. I Can probably guess why. One of my ideas is it is possible he saw my character Kibzy/Kibzonen Flight as an almost copy on his scalesona, which I did not intend, but he had an influence to how I designed him. I plan on changing him up a bit, to resolve that, if that is part of why he ignores me. (I just really liked his character's design).
Kibzy was the start of a kind of fanart of Toroth, which I guess he may have found uncomfortable. I was still like 12 or 13 when I first drew Kibzy, or around there. I know I drew Kibzy the first time while in middle school or intermediate school. I joined SL before knowing he was on there, and he had this really cute blue dragonlet avatar I wanted to try out, after finding it was an avatar in the default sl library of avatars. It may have also had a hand in him ignoring me, and it was possibly another reason why he stopped doing sl.
I also did some rather stupid things on sl, related to my first purchased avatar modding to make baby Torterenek a little too...realistic. I never want to go too far like that again. I have grown up past that. I want to be as pg as possible now. Me and Toroth have done a little roleplay a while back, but he has not done anything like that for years now, as far as I know.
If Toroth still thinks of me, I hope I can fully figure out what led to us falling out.
Whatever the reason, I hope we can work it out someday. Toroth was one of the babyfurs the led me to being more of a babyfur myself. I wanted to try being a babyfur dragon because of him and others. And it led me to making multiple Scalesonas. my current gaming fursona is who I call Duke Puppem, but I use Torterenek as my YouTube channel name, which I plan to use more, someday. Torterenek is a white dragon who I became in a dream, complete with a diaper, which was generic in the dream, but which I developed a design for after the dream. He always has his 2 canines (the "tusks" he always has,) to show his maturity, despite his baby form, which also remains in his adult form with a scaled up version related to his size.
Kibzy was the start of a kind of fanart of Toroth, which I guess he may have found uncomfortable. I was still like 12 or 13 when I first drew Kibzy, or around there. I know I drew Kibzy the first time while in middle school or intermediate school. I joined SL before knowing he was on there, and he had this really cute blue dragonlet avatar I wanted to try out, after finding it was an avatar in the default sl library of avatars. It may have also had a hand in him ignoring me, and it was possibly another reason why he stopped doing sl.
I also did some rather stupid things on sl, related to my first purchased avatar modding to make baby Torterenek a little too...realistic. I never want to go too far like that again. I have grown up past that. I want to be as pg as possible now. Me and Toroth have done a little roleplay a while back, but he has not done anything like that for years now, as far as I know.
If Toroth still thinks of me, I hope I can fully figure out what led to us falling out.
Whatever the reason, I hope we can work it out someday. Toroth was one of the babyfurs the led me to being more of a babyfur myself. I wanted to try being a babyfur dragon because of him and others. And it led me to making multiple Scalesonas. my current gaming fursona is who I call Duke Puppem, but I use Torterenek as my YouTube channel name, which I plan to use more, someday. Torterenek is a white dragon who I became in a dream, complete with a diaper, which was generic in the dream, but which I developed a design for after the dream. He always has his 2 canines (the "tusks" he always has,) to show his maturity, despite his baby form, which also remains in his adult form with a scaled up version related to his size.
