Life seems rather funny to me. Seems that whenever I try at something in the real world, it loves to just fall through. Love, jobs, interests... All of it. Just failed at getting a job someplace that isn't a food place. Hate those places. Everyone's always telling you to hurry the hell up, always to pick up the pace and forget stuff. It's not me. I'm calm, steady and quiet. I'm one who'd rather sit behind a computer screen and just work on things. Games, programs, documentation. I know. Go to college, get a degree, all that stuff. You'll get the job you want. Thing is, I want college. I want out of this deadbeat town. But I need support also. And not just the parental stuff. I kinda go recluse from my parents. I usually get yelled at for little things less if I'm not in their sight. And like I said, I'm a quiet one. Means I also like my surroundings quiet and calm, unless I'm listening to a song I enjoy. But I also seem to fail at any relationships. I guess I have a few who love me and such. I just can't find myself returning it. Dunno why, either. Maybe it's another part of how I am. I like new things. New things pique my interest, especially if they're enjoyable. And I learn too fast, so new things don't stay new for long at all. I dunno. Guess I just need a place to say my feelings some random people might see it. Though I don't expect much of any response. I'm quiet. Reclusive. My 'is watching' and 'watched by' lists will say that much. Anyways, yeah. My life enjoys hating me.