It's been almost a year since my last Journal, I'm so sorry that i have been so inactive all these years, but i've been going through so many transitions in my life, that I simply didn't want to waste anyone's time with simple fleeting fluff..

but anyways, I'm still alive and kicking, I've recently become a new mortgage owner (yes, I've got my own home now). A lot falls on my shoulders now that i'm on my own at long last (at age 32).

I've never felt more liberated, even though i basically live the life style of a workaholic at this time, Working 10 to 12 hour shifts and only taking Mondays and Tuesdays off, but I work hard in a focused and a very dedicated effort to change that.

I will be successful, and I will claim my time back... it's just gonna take a few more years of hard work to get there, but I'm not looking anywhere other than up, because i do intend to move up in this difficult world. Look nowhere but up, it's the only way to move on and get through.. it's the only way i've been able to survive.

I truly hope my friend in black and white comes to visit me once more, I always find comfort and reassurance, that at least someone out there cares and takes interest in me ^_^;