Trying again and communication.
5 years ago
General
I'm trying my hand at art again, and trying to be social again. Turns out if you don't really interact with people for years at a time you can start to miss it, who knew right. I might update this more often but it might also be another five years.
I know I have a habit of just disappearing on people, though I never intend to, so I'm going to ask one thing of anyone who might try to contact me. If we have a conversation going or manage to talk regularly for awhile and I just drop off for a few weeks, please send me a message. I find I can usually do social and communicative for a couple months at a time before I loose any energy at all for talking to people, it comes back but by the time it does I always worry that no one wants to hear from me (Weird mental hang up but I'm not going into what started that). If I'm not interested in talking to someone I will let them know or block them depending on the situation, silence on my part is more related to my own problems than anything said/done by those I end up disappearing on.
In short, if I have ever just up and disappeared on you while it looked like we where on good terms, we where and I am sorry, the failure was mine.
I know I have a habit of just disappearing on people, though I never intend to, so I'm going to ask one thing of anyone who might try to contact me. If we have a conversation going or manage to talk regularly for awhile and I just drop off for a few weeks, please send me a message. I find I can usually do social and communicative for a couple months at a time before I loose any energy at all for talking to people, it comes back but by the time it does I always worry that no one wants to hear from me (Weird mental hang up but I'm not going into what started that). If I'm not interested in talking to someone I will let them know or block them depending on the situation, silence on my part is more related to my own problems than anything said/done by those I end up disappearing on.
In short, if I have ever just up and disappeared on you while it looked like we where on good terms, we where and I am sorry, the failure was mine.
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