Not sure how many of ya'll read these, but just wanted to give a heads up that I'm two weeks out from top surgery. I'm sore and exhausted, but I'm also 14 pounds lighter (how messed up is that, my tits combined were an extra 14-15 lbs that I was lugging around).

The actual surgery was much longer than I anticipated and I feel sorry for my spouse who had to basically sit for nearly 18 hours in the waiting room. I guess I had a lot of tissue to go through (14 lbs of it!) and a lot of undermining and shoring up to do.

My nipples still look awful right now, but that's normal. They're slowly getting into the neon pink stage which is pretty fun! Unfortunately, they are getting into the stage where they're starting to hurt as well, since all the nerves are reconnecting (thankfully).

Would anyone be interested in hearing about the actual process I went through for it? I've been thinking of writing it up, but if nobody is interested, I wouldn't wanna bore folks.

All in all, though, it's good to be back home, it's good to finally look in the mirror and see myself properly. Shockingly, I actually think I'm not that terrible looking anymore. Still chubby, still got kind of weird features, but not terrible. That's the biggest plus here in my mind. I don't feel so ugly any more.