apologies
5 years ago
Hi
I am sorry if I am a bit weird, the only person I've talked to in past few months is
Elara_snek and I want to thank her so much for help, she is amazing and caring, and motivated me to try everything again.
I moved to new account because of personal reasons, technicially I never used old one in-person anyways, because it was so comfy and easy to make someone do everything, and I think this for of escapism needs to stop, It's not helping anyone at all. I had problems with lack of any motivation due to love-type problems and quality of my drawings would tumble down and i felt like I cant do anything about that at all.
My work could be previously found here
MV-H
I was told that technicially I do not owe anything because I always ask for any sort of payment after I finish all the work I was asked to do(I have mental health problems so its often that it takes me whole month to finish a bigger thing, like a painting with background, I'd rather not be paid at all than be so stressed or end up fucking up something >.<), but It still feels terribly wrong, so please If you are one of the people who wanted me to make something for you, let me know, I am absolutelly willing to work!
Sadly I do not know notes on the old account cause I never used it myself, so I do not know if anyone here wanted something from me, again, please just tell me If you want anything
I will just keep slowly uplading more drawings for now and try to interact with people a bit.
I apologize for everything
I am sorry if I am a bit weird, the only person I've talked to in past few months is
Elara_snek and I want to thank her so much for help, she is amazing and caring, and motivated me to try everything again.I moved to new account because of personal reasons, technicially I never used old one in-person anyways, because it was so comfy and easy to make someone do everything, and I think this for of escapism needs to stop, It's not helping anyone at all. I had problems with lack of any motivation due to love-type problems and quality of my drawings would tumble down and i felt like I cant do anything about that at all.
My work could be previously found here
MV-HI was told that technicially I do not owe anything because I always ask for any sort of payment after I finish all the work I was asked to do(I have mental health problems so its often that it takes me whole month to finish a bigger thing, like a painting with background, I'd rather not be paid at all than be so stressed or end up fucking up something >.<), but It still feels terribly wrong, so please If you are one of the people who wanted me to make something for you, let me know, I am absolutelly willing to work!
Sadly I do not know notes on the old account cause I never used it myself, so I do not know if anyone here wanted something from me, again, please just tell me If you want anything
I will just keep slowly uplading more drawings for now and try to interact with people a bit.
I apologize for everything
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I know I have really enjoyed your work and would want something, but I also think there were a few people who had asked ahead back in the MV-H account, so I feel they would take precedent.
Regardless of all that, again, welcome and be well!! :)
I actually finished few commisions but were never posted, but some people still I guess were never reached to (again I did not use the account myself so its quite a mess)
I am not sure what is best thing to do, writing directly and asking if a person still wants something from me feels a bit awkward, and I do not know how many people sent only a note and did not comment so I cant reach them, I'll just keep the usernames I can see in mind I guess, I dont know aaaaiii >,<
If there is anything I can do for you I am absolutely up for that, feeling of guilt gets a bit lighter everytime I do correct thing iei
And okies! I assume your prices are the same or similar to the old account's postings, yes? I guess I can provide more details in a note, I think. X3
And thanks for the watchback!