My spirit is surrounded by a void, in which I see no escape. Endless space, timeless, neither hot or cold. I emit my light and it reflects off nothing. I don't know where I am. I feel like I was here before in the opposite situation in a past life, where once my light was reflected off the love of my life, my world was torn asunder. But unlike the powerful roar that world emitted amidst its extinguishment like a matchstick pinched, I hear and see nothing now.

My person is surrounded by people I love immensely, a beautiful wonderous world that never ceases to amaze me, I look to the heavens and for a sliver of time I feel as though the void has the faint light of starlight; and so I live on.

That is to say, I am uncertain. I wish I could love myself the way I want to love others, or the way I love the world of nature and space.