I... don't know if will be alive any longer..... everyone's turning agenst me even my family...... as I'm typeing this im close to ending it im sat in a very high up window wanting to fall but I just carnt.... I need help.... I need people to help me trough this..... I don't think I will last any longer then a week now without help...... so... if you can..... please help me.... I'm scared and I fell everyone here is my last hope..... if I don't do anything here or on Twitter in the week after next week..... then I'm gone..... I'm sorry...... if tryed everything but nothing and works well anymore...... so please.... if you can..... do anything to help me.... please? If never felt so alone and useless in my life ever.....