i cant deal with this feeling anymore...no matter how much fucking time i try to do something, draw a picture on paper, i always look at it, pull it off and throw in trashcan...is everything wished to be only 100% perfection...i cant do anything when i have this fucking mind that no matter what i do, im not getting what i wish for...some say they like my art, i wonder how many of those words from many people are nothing but a BS lies...none has no idea how long and how many times, i have been wanting to burn my paper folder, all my sketched art, my tools, tablet, EVERYTHING away, even to go so far that I WANT TO FREAKING QUIT AND LEAVE!!! im getting SO FRUSTRATED ABOUT THIS SHITE!!! no matter what i do. no matter how hard i try and no matter when i give all i can and do my very best i can, its ignored, forgotten, despised. I might be just a fucking Minor artist, who is still trying to do more better, but does it give rights to be feeling like a effing exile who no one should care for. this is something i needed to let out of my mind what i think about this whole ordeal. and i have a feeling, Minor artsits, artists with fursonas no one cares for are not important. We might not be as good as many others are, but we are artists too. where is the support that minor artists also need to be able to gain the energy, support and cheerings to go forward and do better with improvements. That is all i am gonna say...