It's high time I said it.
Drawing and creating art makes me extremely anxious and exasperated. I have been avoiding it like the plague for a very long time now; grabbing the tablet pen seems like an entirely impossible task. It s u c k s.
I am sorry to everyone whom I let down by not posting art, promising art or postponing commissions ad infinitum. I really hope I will get back on the art track some time in the future but right now it seems like a dark void that keeps sucking me in. I will not be posting any new auctions or taking in any commissions until I am sure I can handle it.
As for the people who already bought from me, despite of all of that I will do my very best to deliver your orders ASAP. I can assure you (and send print screens if you are unsure) that I am about 50% done with your commissions but I couldn't bring myself to finish it. I will, though, I'm thinking about your orders literally everyday (which makes me even more anxious lol.) Again, I am sorry. I will deliver.
I'm sharing this because I want the non-artistic folk to know and learn the struggles that sometimes arise during creative processes. It's not there forever, eventually it passes and brings new ideas and passion to do things. But it might take a longer while and a lot of work to go through it.
Be safe out there, wash your hands and wear your masks because the pandemic isn't over. Have a nice day and avoid artblocks ✌️