Hey, Buds!
Listen I am just going to come out and say I do not know where I belong anymore.

You see, sometimes I "ageplay" to de-stress, it is never a kink to me. Never will be.
Ageplay for me is just a paci and blankie and crying. Even watching kid shows cause I can follow along easily.
That is it. All to cope with trauma and my mental struggles.
I do not know if I belong to AgeRe or ABDL. I definitely know I am not apart of DDLG!
Terms keep getting jumbled and when I ask questions at times I get snapped at. Thus I'm now scared to ask.
I am sticking with AgeRe for now but know that I am just as lost.

Does it matter what label? Probably not. But I have grown with labels all my life and get lost without one.
Labels help me take a realist approach to things like my diagnoses or such.
I feel mentally uneasy without one.

In the end, I just want to act like a kid in a safe non-sexual space on equal terms and conditions.
All to cope with the stresses and anxiety of adult life.

I try to support both sides and hope to stay friends with people on both sides.
Whatever two consenting adults do is their business.

As for Aster. I never expected this to become him. I bought him with other stuff in mind yet here we are.
He has already found a spot in my heart and has already helped me a lot.

Until The Stars Align,
Aster The Pup!