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5 years ago
Yuki had a seizure this morning. She didn't make it to the vet.
This would have been her third trip to the vet in a single week. The vet was very upfront about her health, it was something that had gone undetected for a while. The main issue that we were focusing on at the vet was her diabetes, though the vet said that there were other issues as well. He gave her a 50% chance, and also said that there was a big chance that she could pass on her own...
I think the other issues very well may have included cancer. For her to go down as quick as she did and lose weight as quick as she did, I'm thinking that has to be something that also was bothering her.
She was 12 years old, I got her in 2008. She was very sick when we got her, my mom didn't think she would make it. I nursed her back to health.
I've never really had an interest in having kids. I know some people get mad when people without kids compare having a cat or dog to having a baby but Yuki was honestly the closest thing I had to a baby.
I've had a very hard time for a while coping with depression. I don't see anyone about it. I don't have the money and I don't have the time. Kisa, Yuki, and Spooky - and the other animals that have passed have always made me very happy. I get attached too easily, and too hard, to them. And I know that one day everything dies, and it's never easy but. I really wasn't mentally prepared for this.
I let myself think that getting up at 5:40 am, letting yuki eat, and then giving her insulin wouldn't have bothered me. And It wouldn't have if I could have gotten her stable. If she could have still had a quality of life, I would have done anything for her.
She was such a unique and silly little girl, she didn't like much of anyone else besides me.
It hurts to know she's gone. She slept right next to me through the night. We got up this morning, she ate well and I gave her the insulin and I thought it would just be a normal day. I thought that maybe we were on a path to getting her taken care of.
I just wanted to let everyone know.
I have a bunch of pictures of her, I'll post them whenever I feel ok enough to look through them...here's only a few of them...
I'm not taking the gofundmedown. It doesn't change the fact that I need help with her bills but. I just wanted everyone to know...
gf.me/u/ystdk3
I will share it some more later...
This would have been her third trip to the vet in a single week. The vet was very upfront about her health, it was something that had gone undetected for a while. The main issue that we were focusing on at the vet was her diabetes, though the vet said that there were other issues as well. He gave her a 50% chance, and also said that there was a big chance that she could pass on her own...
I think the other issues very well may have included cancer. For her to go down as quick as she did and lose weight as quick as she did, I'm thinking that has to be something that also was bothering her.
She was 12 years old, I got her in 2008. She was very sick when we got her, my mom didn't think she would make it. I nursed her back to health.
I've never really had an interest in having kids. I know some people get mad when people without kids compare having a cat or dog to having a baby but Yuki was honestly the closest thing I had to a baby.
I've had a very hard time for a while coping with depression. I don't see anyone about it. I don't have the money and I don't have the time. Kisa, Yuki, and Spooky - and the other animals that have passed have always made me very happy. I get attached too easily, and too hard, to them. And I know that one day everything dies, and it's never easy but. I really wasn't mentally prepared for this.
I let myself think that getting up at 5:40 am, letting yuki eat, and then giving her insulin wouldn't have bothered me. And It wouldn't have if I could have gotten her stable. If she could have still had a quality of life, I would have done anything for her.
She was such a unique and silly little girl, she didn't like much of anyone else besides me.
It hurts to know she's gone. She slept right next to me through the night. We got up this morning, she ate well and I gave her the insulin and I thought it would just be a normal day. I thought that maybe we were on a path to getting her taken care of.
I just wanted to let everyone know.
I have a bunch of pictures of her, I'll post them whenever I feel ok enough to look through them...here's only a few of them...
I'm not taking the gofundmedown. It doesn't change the fact that I need help with her bills but. I just wanted everyone to know...
gf.me/u/ystdk3
I will share it some more later...
