Hope things get better and that its good to hear your back. Again hope things get better for you. I'll see about sending ya an invite on PS4

*Hugs Tightly* Yes, thing's are slowly returning to normal once again, Thank you!

*Hugs tight* Needless to say, I know exactly how you feel about this month. But I'm glad you're okay, and it's great to hear from you again. Just take it easy, take care of yourself, and don't ever feel bad about taking a step back now and then, if that's what you need to do. We'll always be here and we'll always love you.

*Holds you close, purring softly* You don't know how much your words mean to me, but much more than that is knowing the Truth that resides within them my Dearest friend. ❤

*Hugs tight* Just take care of yourself, sweetie. Things happen sometimes, and we all have our rough spots. I'm just glad you're okay!

*Holds you close while purring softly in your ear* Thank you love, that means the world to me. Thing's do happen and life sometimes takes great pleasure in throwing curve ball's at us....but knowing I share such a Deep friendship with someone as special as you....well that makes times like this a little more bearable while only strengthening the bond that is our friendship. Thank you my Dearest friend. ❤

I'm glad that you're back :)

*Hugs Tightly* Thank you my friend!

*Hugs you too* You're welcome :)

I hear ya, I've nearly shut down myself due to stuff. Been a heck of a year. Stay strong.

*Hugs Tightly* It's been a Horrible year....everything that Could go wrong has gleefully taken that opportunity.
However with the friendship we share it's been Far more tolerable as you always find a way to Brighten my Darkest days...and I can only hope that somehow I return the favor.
You are a Very Dear friend to me, don't ever forget that.

Honestly, you're not too far off the 'darkest days' part. Hoo boy the last month has been something like I've never seen. And it just keeps a-comin!

So I don't know why you went, but I'm very well aware of what sort of things can lead to that. So please, please PLEASE take care, my circle of friends and family is shrinking alarmingly. You're too valuable for the world to lose.

I'm.....speechless....*Hugs*
The 15th marked one year since Fang's left us. That date has been lurking about in the depths of my mind, hiding from my conscious thought but making it's presents known all the same.
As it grew nearer I felt myself pushing away...not intentionally mind you, just pushing those I hold close away from me....I suppose for fear of losing them too? I honestly don't know as these thing's are a bit of a mystery to me...emotions on this level I'm very unfamiliar with.

Anyway that is what happened. I know it was wrong of me and shouldn't have happened, but at the same time it was so gradual and unexpected that I was caught off guard not realizing what was going on until it was already happening.

You need never worry my Dearest friend, I will never leave you and will Always be right here for you!
You are so Very Dear and Very Special to me in so many ways...you are stuck with me, whether you like it or not my Dearest friend...

Yes, it's a date that's been on my mind too, especially since it was very close to an anniversary of a family passing that has caused considerable strife over here. I've spent some time going through Fang's old uploads and the comment strings below them, it's been strangely comforting in a world where so many other things are slipping away. I can definitely see the appeal in drawing back,I've been unable to talk to almost anyone for longer than I are to admit. And only now is my head starting to stay above water.

It's good to see YOU on the other side though. I shall hang off you like a fuzzy tick now. Please water me twice a day and turn me towards the sun.

To be honest, I've not been brave enough to go back...at least not for too long at a time. I've been to his a page a couple of time's to look around in hope's that this is all just some elaborate joke that I haven't gotten yet....still I find if I stay too long my eyes start doing that watering thing. I still have several months worth of our last text and haven't found the Courage to look back over them yet or erase them. I still have his Number and Desperately want to send one more text to it but don't in fear that I'll get a very confused response from the new owner of that number.
I never meant to withdraw, it just sort of happened on a Subconscious level....

Don't think that your silence has not gone unnoticed my friend.
I've definitely noticed you've been a bit harder to reach but didn't want to chance interrupting your grieving process or come off as a bother because I know you're going through a lot as well.
You've had a Most horrible year and I only wish I could give you a hug and somehow let you know that everything is going to be okay. That no matter What happens, I will always be here for you, and that you have found a Very special place in Heart. A place that only one other person has ever reached...and we Both know who that is. I cannot express how Truly happy I am to hear that you are starting to surface through all of these troubled time's and grief we have been forced to endure. You have had it worst than most these past couple of year's and I Truly wish there were something I could do to make the pain go away...
But please rest assured my friend, We Will Make it Together!
For we are Much Stronger together than we ever could be apart.
Our friendship will endure until the end of time I assure you.

Well...as long as you're Fuzzy Tick then I can refer to you as an accessory. *Hugs*

As it so happens, I've done the same myself, and only on looking at this journal did I realize it. There's been other stuff too, piling on like a ton of bricks, but I think there's been a creeping sadness and gloom sneaking up on me as the anniversary approached. It's also close to another anniversary which my family is not taking well and the whole tangled mess has been like trying to swim through a quicksand tarpit.

I have looked at this reply maybe a hundred times since it was posted. Its words are heartwarming and strengthening. I do not know how similar our situations are currently but there's a camaraderie there that I treasure. I don't think I have the strength to talk to anyone else currently (And It's not like I'm a box of birds right now, is it? Maybe a box with ONE bird, which makes sense.) But I thank you for your immense help. This interaction is going a long way to getting back on my feet. You've no idea.

Nice to hear from you. You can always note me if you wanna chat. As for games sadly I only have PC and nintendo switch ( not counting all my old consoles. I mostly play old games.

*Hugs Tightly* I will certainly keep that in mind, and know that you may do the same also my friend.
It's good to be back and to see that thing's again from a new perspective.
Awwww......I understand. There's certainly nothing wrong with keeping the old titles alive. I often wish I still had some of my old games, but alas I replaced them all as I bought newer systems.

*Hugs Tightly* Thank you!

Absolutely....and those are the one's who i cherish Most as they are True Friends.....just like you. *Hugs*

Glad you're back, and we understand.

*Hugs Tightly* Thank you Sterling, I knew of all people you would be able to relate. Life always evolves....

*hugs back* Even if we don't. I'm still a throwback.

Nawww, you're just a little "Old Fashioned".

Like a caveman sometimes. XD

Mee oook og nook tog?

LOL!!! No, Old Fashioned not Prehistoric!

But...dinosaurs! 8D

Yes, Dinosaurs are Awesome and they make Great Fuel...Win-Win!

I prefer friendly anthro-saurs that aren't fuel...but fuel is good also. XD

Dave (?) the coffee shop raptor (I don't know their owner) is a good, wholesome dino a lot of peeps wish were real. I'm sure a quick internet search would find them.

T-Rex was an Anthro-Saurs....of course so were the Raptors....though I'm not to certain of their disposition.

Dave? I did a search and found nothing....

I'm sure the actual ones weren't as friendly as their modern day drawn / animated counterparts. XD

Otherwise just coffee raptor might find it? I'll look. Otherwise you might try checking Tweeter.

Perhaps not, though I'm certain with a bit of food they could be friendly....

Depends what you consider their "food." XD
They might want you for dinner...

Hmmm.....good point. Perhaps I could bring a certain little Derg along just in case?

Nuuu, me not an appetizer! OmO

Hehehe.....not yet anyways....

QnQ *hides*

Oh Noo, You wanted to see a Live Dinosaur! *Quickly grabs your paw* .....now you're going to see one up close and personal.

Not if I'm kibble! D'x *does the Scooby scrabbling like when he's grabbed*

(Comedy aside, I don't like vore, so...please no to being dino chow.)

*Scoops up the Squirming derg and totes him over to a life size plushy T-rex* Now settle down, you know draggy would never do Anything to hurt you love....Sheesh!

(You need not worry, I'm not into Vore or Gore either and I would never RP to that extent. I is Good Draggy)

OoO *boops its nose* ^w^ I know you wouldn't...but a big ol' dino might. :o

(Yes you are. )

No they wouldn't, not as long as draggy is around.

Hehehe......you say that now with such conviction.... :>

That's good. ^^

O_o

Hehehe.....just wait little one....just wait...

D: *hides behind dino plush*

Dawwww.......You're so Cute when you're frightened! *Wiggles the Dino plush while making a soft roaring sound*

Thanks, I think? XD

*pap paps the dino* =3

*Gives a toothy smile*
*Begins purring softly*

O.O

^u^