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I'm back
18 years ago
Sorry about leaving for so long, I had an emotional break down to say the least. I don't want to go into it though.
Also I can't believe how many people haved watched me, commented and favorited my art since I was gone. It's like that episode of Furturama where Fry finds out he has a billion dollars in the bank, then starts drooling and faints on the bank floor. Since I had so many I hope you understand when I don't respond to all of them. But thank you all very very much.
I'm going to upload the new stuff I've made since I left. All of which is clean insidentanlly. I don't know if I'm going to do mature art anymore. It's not a deffinate no, just "I have to think about it". I'm having quite a moral dellema I might add as well.
On one hand, I'm very good at drawing mature pictures and you all enjoy them very much. I've become popular, and I know that everyone says popularity is not important, but I've been the picked on weirdo in every school and job I've ever been in. As well every art endevour I've tried, both online and in real life, I've always fallen behind. Now here, Ive actually made something of myself and it's a big deal to me. So call me vane and self centered but these are my honest feelings.
On the other hand, making the mature art was what was making me feel bad from the start. I feel like a cheep whore really, well actually a pimp since its my characters who are all nude, not my persona, but that's not really any better to me.
Incidentally, I would like to point out I am talking about porn and not artistic nudity, which I have no problem with. And I don't mind anyone else porn or yiff either, it's just making it myself I'm worrying over.
So I still have some things to think about. But in the mean time, more art!
Also I can't believe how many people haved watched me, commented and favorited my art since I was gone. It's like that episode of Furturama where Fry finds out he has a billion dollars in the bank, then starts drooling and faints on the bank floor. Since I had so many I hope you understand when I don't respond to all of them. But thank you all very very much.
I'm going to upload the new stuff I've made since I left. All of which is clean insidentanlly. I don't know if I'm going to do mature art anymore. It's not a deffinate no, just "I have to think about it". I'm having quite a moral dellema I might add as well.
On one hand, I'm very good at drawing mature pictures and you all enjoy them very much. I've become popular, and I know that everyone says popularity is not important, but I've been the picked on weirdo in every school and job I've ever been in. As well every art endevour I've tried, both online and in real life, I've always fallen behind. Now here, Ive actually made something of myself and it's a big deal to me. So call me vane and self centered but these are my honest feelings.
On the other hand, making the mature art was what was making me feel bad from the start. I feel like a cheep whore really, well actually a pimp since its my characters who are all nude, not my persona, but that's not really any better to me.
Incidentally, I would like to point out I am talking about porn and not artistic nudity, which I have no problem with. And I don't mind anyone else porn or yiff either, it's just making it myself I'm worrying over.
So I still have some things to think about. But in the mean time, more art!
I look forward to seeing more of your work!
Yours in deepest appreciation,
Mika Kyubi
Kitsune-at-Large
I suggest just trying to find a balance, im in the same dilema but i enjoy drawing mature stuff so it kinda feels like i just need to balance mature and clean. maybee you could do something like that ooooorrr theres allways a none yiff gallery where people are interested in your clean stuff.
Yeah a balance of mature & clean should do it good for all of us! ^^
Just do whatever you like, don't feel forced to do either one of 'em. If you like porn, then do porn. If you like clean stuff, then do clean stuff.
People will still like your stuff regardless.
Nice to hear that you are back, and I wish you well on your search for a path leading out of your dilemma. I appreciate a lot of your art, porn or non, so it's nice to have you back whatever you decide.
Would love to chat with you about art and other things at some time. You seem an interesting person.
Snugs to you from Damoclien
Thing to keep in mind is, it's your art, no one else's. So it's totally your decision what you choose to create, whether it be "clean" or "mature." Even for commissions, you're still in control.
Draw what you want, when you want, and don't worry about whether or not people like it. If your style and flair don't change, whoever considers themselves "fans" of you now will continue to do so.