Personal life. Rant/issue
5 years ago
General
idk if many will see this but honestly.
I'm kinda hurt inside.
And by some one I dont even care about, who is my douche bag of a step dad that I just don't talk to anymore and try to avoid on my own reasons and terms, which is a tough subject because I live in a trailer on their land. Use to be in much bigger trailer and renting it out from a family friend of my step dad, awesome trailer but trashed when I moved into it, but when I moved out of it I make sure it was sparkling clean, the one thing I neglected to clean was the toilet.
I had it drained and forgot to clean the bowl. But my stepdad blew up at my mother instead of me, saying " 'IT' HAS NO RESPECT FOR MY FRIENDS PROPERTY, 'IT' HAD NO INTENTION TO CLEAN IT BEFORE THEY LEFT, 'IT' SHOULD HAVE CLEANED THAT SHIT DAYS AGO, 'IT' WAS responsible for it even before and after his pregnancy gf started to live with him."
Not gonna disagree with any of that. . . But calling me an ' I T !'
That was 100 stones too many of a death by stoning. . .
I was latterly only 10 minutes from being done cooking but by the time the got here and left. It was gon and my step dad rant happened.
I litterally feel like I have a collapsed black hold opening up my chest, but most of all along with being hurt, I'm pissed.
But if you to been called 'It' please let me know so im not alone, join me in the 'IT' crew, haha, just as a humorous thing so I aint hurting.... please.
I'm kinda hurt inside.
And by some one I dont even care about, who is my douche bag of a step dad that I just don't talk to anymore and try to avoid on my own reasons and terms, which is a tough subject because I live in a trailer on their land. Use to be in much bigger trailer and renting it out from a family friend of my step dad, awesome trailer but trashed when I moved into it, but when I moved out of it I make sure it was sparkling clean, the one thing I neglected to clean was the toilet.
I had it drained and forgot to clean the bowl. But my stepdad blew up at my mother instead of me, saying " 'IT' HAS NO RESPECT FOR MY FRIENDS PROPERTY, 'IT' HAD NO INTENTION TO CLEAN IT BEFORE THEY LEFT, 'IT' SHOULD HAVE CLEANED THAT SHIT DAYS AGO, 'IT' WAS responsible for it even before and after his pregnancy gf started to live with him."
Not gonna disagree with any of that. . . But calling me an ' I T !'
That was 100 stones too many of a death by stoning. . .
I was latterly only 10 minutes from being done cooking but by the time the got here and left. It was gon and my step dad rant happened.
I litterally feel like I have a collapsed black hold opening up my chest, but most of all along with being hurt, I'm pissed.
But if you to been called 'It' please let me know so im not alone, join me in the 'IT' crew, haha, just as a humorous thing so I aint hurting.... please.
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Please, take care of yourself. Hope you feel better soon.