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Cancelling the sale, an apology, and the reason behind it
5 years ago
To everyone who had genuine interest in miko, i'm sorry. I cannot go through with the sale of her. I understand if doing this makes me unliked, or even hated, and I know this journal probably wont be seen much, or even at all, and might make me seem a bit big headed to think that anyone would care enough to see or read it.
Recently i've broken up with my fiance... or rather she left me. these last couple of months i've been on a little roller coaster of emotion, and even gone so far as to seek help for it. Recently, I got the thought in my head that selling miko, The character I designed for her, would help me move on. And today I realized how god awful that thought is. the last couple days since I posted the sale i've been on edge, snippy, anxious... I didn't understand it until today that its because even though my fiance isn't with me anymore, I still have miko. She's... Shes an innocent bystander in all of this, if that makes any sense to anyone, And I almost truly commited to something that I would have regretted for a very long time.
In the last few days i've snapped at people who've only really been there for me, trying to help, and i'm afraid a couple bridges got burnt over this. I cannot apologize enough to anyone that had their eye on miko... And I understand that this will probably bear consequences, which I fully accept.
Recently i've broken up with my fiance... or rather she left me. these last couple of months i've been on a little roller coaster of emotion, and even gone so far as to seek help for it. Recently, I got the thought in my head that selling miko, The character I designed for her, would help me move on. And today I realized how god awful that thought is. the last couple days since I posted the sale i've been on edge, snippy, anxious... I didn't understand it until today that its because even though my fiance isn't with me anymore, I still have miko. She's... Shes an innocent bystander in all of this, if that makes any sense to anyone, And I almost truly commited to something that I would have regretted for a very long time.
In the last few days i've snapped at people who've only really been there for me, trying to help, and i'm afraid a couple bridges got burnt over this. I cannot apologize enough to anyone that had their eye on miko... And I understand that this will probably bear consequences, which I fully accept.
Your response to the situation, as well, is only natural. You've gone through a lot, you've been through a lot, and it's only fair you feel the way you do. Anyone you may have 'snapped at' should, if they're empathetic enough, understand that you are only doing such because of the state you're in. Don't stress the small things for right now. Focus on yourself, your healing and processing of the matter at hand, and come back when you feel ready to do so. No need to rush headlong into things just yet. Give yourself the time you need.