....Hello everyone....This is Thunderax... And I’ve come with very bad news on my end... My life is spiraling, my heart is in shambles, I’m crying as I type this;.... I just need to vent...

...Today, as I was going about my business on this gloomy day, my mother summoned me with teary eyes. I was hoping nothing was wrong, but unfortunately, she told me the most unspeakable news... Her mother/My grandmother, who we all knew and loved so much... has passed away today... She died, all thanks to the virus... As soon as I heard the word “died”, I literally almost collapsed on the floor and blacked out. I hoped it was just a dark joke; I didn’t want to believe it, but my mother assured me, my grandmother’s time has finally came today. This was no joke. And I’m sure you know by now that everyone in my family, including me, is now a crying, grieving mess... Tears are shed like the rain today...

This is one of the most heartbreaking days of my life. My grandmother has given me so much that I only wish I could return in full. Just like my mother, she’s given me hope, courage, faith, virtue, tenacity, and many others that have helped shape me into who I am today. She was truly a very good soul to all those around her, and she knew her way around this cruel world, trying to help us get by. She was someone I looked up to with pride.... and now... she’s no longer around... She won’t be able to physically show her love and care for us, and we can no longer share it back. I wish I could’ve told her that I love her one last time...

So um... yeah... my grandmother has passed away... I’m very, very upset... I’m sorry if I’m bringing your day... You guys might not hear from me for a while, but if you do, and you see me like this still... you know why..... Thank you to everyone who reads this and sends their condolences....... I’m gonna go calm down... Have a good day... Hopefully, it’s better than mine...