As the journal said, apologies for the delays on commissions and Patreon rewards ;_;

While Im glad I have more opportunities and am working in a team now.....it's not been all good. I now have babysitter issues and I can't rely on my family as much anymore because they are abusive (especially towards me) and have proven unrealiable in caring for my child in a fully healthy way.

It's hard. Its reached breaking point recently and now Im not sure if I can rely on them for support. Im caring for my kid alone at home and because of that I don't have the time to draw as much.

Balancing a new job, babycare, a home and a freelance work....without a support system
..is really daunting. I won't lie. Im really stressed. Im thankful for my new job, but Im so sad that my family has turned out to be the awful, abusive, terrorizing and non-validating people that they are. I was called stupid and was told repeatedly to fuck off. They dont respect my boundaries. They don't respect my child's boundaries. And its just too much.

Im gonna finish my queue and probably wont open commissions for a bit, unless I have to ;;