For days, I have been struggling to take care of myself mentally, physically, emotionally, and spiritually. It's been hard to focus on those due to stress, frustrations, and pressure at work, and at home. Weeks or so, I have been depressed and such, and I even had nightmares that really brought me down. So now I REALLY must focus on taking care of myself, so I can remove all of the dark and negative emotions that I have been balling up and hiding away for weeks, maybe even months...or years.

It's very unhealthy to hold those emotions in for so long. And before I knew it, it's starting, or has been doing a number on my health in all of the categories. So, I'll be away for a while for Self-Healing. And I have also forgotten how to forgive myself and love myself, and I wanna know how to do those again.

And that's right. I have also been suffering from self-hate too, as well as self-doubt. I couldn't stand having these feelings and beliefs any longer. I know deep down in my heart, I love myself, and I can forgive myself. It's just that right now...Idk how...

So I must be away until then. I hope you all understand. And I apologize for the hiatus, but it is that important. Pray for me, wish me well and best of luck. I love you all. God Bless. <3

# I'll still chat with my friends from time to time. But still...I must do this. But not alone.