Have you ever had that feeling, when you either seen something cool on youtube, or looked at something great on FA, you wanted to comment but you felt too reluctant to do so? That's how I feel.

I feel that sometimes I shouldn't deserve to comment on someone's work, in general. Here on FA, Youtube, anywhere in general. I feel like I'm in that part of the internet who don't deserve to have the right to comment on anything. Unless if its a simple, "*great job!*" now those are as good my comments get. Because I feel that I don't think of what I say through, and my comment either comes out as confusing at best, retarded at worse, to the point where either someone more thoughtful than me or even the creator, either FA or Youtube it happens, corrects my comment's retardation. Like, the worst comments I made, I wasn't even in the half asleep, 3 am in the morning mood, I was awake. Yet I commented something half baked. This doesn't just apply to being online though. I do see myself much smarter and more thoughtful in other skills such as writing stories, roleplaying with someone, performing instruments, or just drawing. But when it comes to casually chatting on Discord general chats or in the comment sections, I feel that my intelligence from everywhere else doesn't transfer to the quality of my comments. Heck, this rant on this journal may not even be comprehensible, who knows! But yeah, just wanted to get out that I have this feeling that it's better to stay quiet, since I feel that I have nothing worthy or intellectual to say on works better than mine. In general I feel that in most situations in my life it was the better choice to not interact, and I feel that more people in irl respect me better that way. They never imagined me as someone who had anything cool to say, hence why I'm often lonely if you bumped into me irl (which is probs unlikely since I'm basically ranting only to an audience of 5 who wouldn't care in the first place and move on with there day).

I feel that I'm not the only one who feels this way though. Or it's just me idk.
Whoever who reads this, have a great day. Sorry if I wasted your time, had nobody to vent this to, since nearly anyone I'm friends with online are not close to my time zone or even have the time for what i just vented. And if you feel concerned by this, fyi I needed to vent his in some way even if it may make me look like a whore for attention, so probably in a few hours after this I'll feel better....