Okay. Hear me out. No, i'm not blindly attacking my fellow furs out of spite, hatred, or general bitchyness. I'm just saying, i know how evil hearted people can be with startups and general artists, so i'm laying my sins for everyone to see in this journal. 1. Yes, my artwork looks like it was drawn by a fifteen year old with no talent. This is fine, because it is. I have no talent whatsoever. My profile says i'm 18. I get it. I understand that adults don't like me because i put out a "chaotic, edgy persona". FUCK YA EDGY PERSONA BULLSHIT. I am here to meet people, chat, and look at drawings, because unlike a small percentage of us furs, I HAVE GENUINE TASTE FOR OCCULT AND ADULT THEMES. I get that you people look at me funny because i don't post. Trust me darlings, if i had any talent, i wouldn't be jotting down this journal. I understand that for the most part, this site is deemed NSFW because there are posts os nudity and even sex. This does not mean that i am here to beat off to whatever i look at. I love you all, but GOD DAMN i have had bad experiences in other places on the web, and this site, in and of itself, is MY GETAWAY. Here, i can pretend to be whatever the FLYING FUCK i wanna, and most people will look at me, shrug their sholders, and say "alright, whatever, not my problem, be who you are." AND I LOVE THAT. The feeling of acceptance i get on here is AMAZING, and i love every note and shout. Please don't hate me for this journal... i tend to beat myself up a lot and then scream endlessly into a vast crowd of people, but now i remember that i can write in this and simultaniously tell people to fack off with bullshit whilist also giving them the genuine respect i have for them. Thank you.