Sorry to here this , i don't tyhink you should leave but it your decision and if you really made up your mind i can't stop you, i understand you been full alot and i just hope things get better for you what ever path you choice

I hope you don't leave, I like you and the content you create. But if you feel that you're ready to move on, then you have my support.

Well i gonna miss your great art.. But if you feel like that is a thing you need to do in life then it is understandable <3

It sounds like you are going through a bad phase, but I don't know if leaving this fandom, in which you put so much time and effort, will make things better. Maybe you should try to list all of the problems bothering you and try to solve them one after another or at least to find a distraction from everything that makes you feel bad. I am sure you can overcome this mood again and figure things out, in the end you always did so far.
Don't give up something you might miss after this decision. I hope things will improve for you again, in any case.

I really can’t take it anymore, MasterDraco.
I just can’t...... I already give so many chances that things going to work well, but all fucking backfired. So I will not try again

Of course nobody can force you stay in this community, when it just seem to hurt you. I would recommend you to sleep a few days about and if you still feel the same way that strong, it might be a reasonable decision to leave. I mean, it definitely would be sad to see you leaving, but if you really feel like it's the best for you, it might be the right decision.
Just give it a bit more time, eventually this dark clouds will fade again. There are definitely people that would hate to lose you here.

I am sorry to hear that, but like I said, if you feel it's the best for you, it might help you to start fresh with this part of your live. I definitely wish you the best, no matter what your next steps are.

I'm, really sorry to hear all that. I know nothing I say can change your mind, hell, I actually don't know what to say that might help. But I just want you know that, there are people out there that do care about you deeply. I just pray and hope that, your days and your life get better soon.
Take care Haru272, lots of love.
I wish I can hug you right now.

Hey Haru, I know its been a while since we talked and finding out about your thoughts through this journal was kind of shocking to me when it appeared. I know that you said you already thought this through and are going to leave due to all the bullshit you've gone through. I certainly can't force you nor would I want you too but I want you to know that you still have some friends here who care about you, who wished they could help you, and who'll be sad when you're gone. This place won't be the same without you around but if you feel its necessary, I won't stop you. But I do wish you the best, may everything get better in the future for you, and I hope you might visit every now and then. You are awesome man. *hugs you* D'X

Oh dear. I am just so sorry to hear that you feel pushed to that brink, Haru. Maybe as Master Draco suggested, just...sleep a day or two over it before you make and brash decisions that cannot be undone later, and then make a deicision?

I wish you nothing but the best and if you want to chat with me, you know where to find me, man.