hey everyone, sorry for the lack of updating my journal... its just the upload policy still looks hard for me than it truly is... but i have some bad news to tell you all because there is one thing all of you are seriously not going to like... its just this is not my life... this is more a true hell out there with the COVID-19... the B.L.M. movement (Black Lives Matter) i may not be using the FA often... but i still check for any notifications that pop up...

the thing you are not going to like is that i stowed away on the train... because i was very pissed off about the CPS removing my railroad spike collection without any prior authorization... my mother's boss is threatening to fire my mother because of all of this crisis i have been experiencing... my mom is on the verge of sending me over to a group home because of my anger problems...

just being in a group home and being supervised for every 24/7... just really sets me off like an alpha warhead...

i usually use my DA account to make stories...

i am suffering a lot of mental illness... and including a lot of depression... even the threats i still get from my mom to threaten to put up the parental control website named Qustodio... she even threaten to put up a block on my settings... this is not life... this a true hell i am living in...

you can still follow me on deviantart... instagram, including discord. thank you for understanding!