Hello...MMy name is Chance I may only be 14 but however I have suffered great pain

It all started on the first day of school when i was little I was tortued by the bullies and i couldnt do a thing o about even though i told a teacher the just laughed and picked on me too

Now ib high school I'm being tormented by theives Seniors and the worst scum possible in a school

But thats not what my true sorrow is

Just recently my girlfriend left for japan and... she died and i couldnt go to see her at her funeral or get to tell her i loved her one last time that is on top of all the pain suffering and agony i have been through and i havent even started to breach the surfface of my writhing soul
the deeper you go the more pain and agony that will consume you that is consuming me slowly and painfully until i go insane(which i alredy have)...but this is just the beggining of my painful life.....