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5 years ago
I no longer associate with the name Kisa Merula, please do not call me that.
Please call me Crow, thank you. Seizures and Neurology Appointment
Ive been trying a couple diff meds, zoloft and gabapentin. Z for my anxiety and depression, which caused my seizures to become worse and more frequent so i had to stop takin that cold turkey after about a month. the other one was for my seizures which also made them worse. doesnt help that i told this guy i have pseudoseizures (stress induced) and they guy still gave me medicine for epileptic ones. i have stress induced, not epileptic seizures...so after a few weeks i stopped takin that one cuz it made them worse and more frequent as well. I have a neurologist appoint on the 13th so heres hoping that they can help me out and figure out what exactly is going on and what else is possibly going on as well. cuz i have quite a few issues with my brain and body not getting along.
Drawing and Privacy
Its still pretty hard to draw, specially when im as mentally ill as i am, dissociating out the wazoo, living in a chaotic household with pretty much no privacy with two other people and a damn toddler whos loud as fuck. the only privacy you gonna get in the bathroom which is tiny as fuck, not even kidding. and the tiny ass closet that leads to the bathroom, which GL with that cuz did i mention the bathroom is separated by a closet from the bathroom? ITS SO LOUD AAAAHHH
i know i told people that id draw them free art but we'll see how long thats gonna take...i mean it IS free, so if i decide to not draw it in the end it isnt actaully bad business on my end i dont think? i need money though...not to buy stuff but to throw 100 percent at this bill i have ugh...
Thanks for taking time to read
Safety and Peace, my brothers and sisters. 
