No money, no energy, no hope
5 years ago
Man, just got some free time in months and decided to focus on drawing, but just couldn't finish any sketches because my spirits won't allow it. As one tumblr post said : "absolutely disgusting that I have to create the art I want to create". Yet such created artworks that took all my time and effort just aren't good enough for my criteria. And all the artists that I really appreciate and admire are busy or just won't accept commissions.... I hope this lowest point of my life passes soon.
I wish I just have the energy to complete that lioness tf pic. And yet what I really want to draw are livestock tfs but they are just so darn hard
I wish I just have the energy to complete that lioness tf pic. And yet what I really want to draw are livestock tfs but they are just so darn hard
FA+

And this isn't a "well if you wanna try something new just do it!" type of message, though if you ever are truly in the mood for something you should flex it. It's okay to not feel like anything sometimes. Creativity is beyond our understandings, which is why it's so amazing. Trying to schedule or control it ultimately won't work, for better or for worse.
we'll all get if you need to take an extended break. no strings attached.
moo