why write a journal today? why not. I'm getting used to working to the point where my feet are still sore at the end of the day but not excruciatingly so. I actually feel not totally exhausted after working a full day. I've found a few good deals on food that I've been using to save. The deli usually has rotisserie chicken for 2.50 a chicken at the end of the day. Also Taco Time sells crisp bean burritos for $1 a piece between 9 and 10 pm. Taco Bell is always a good value too.

I ran out of Prozac three days ago. The pharmacy tells me I'm out of refills so I tried to call the doctor but I have to wait till they can get a hold of him. This is a really bad time to run out of Prozac. I need to be functioning at 100% at my new job to make a good impression. Strangely it doesn't seem to be hitting me as hard as usual. Possibly because the things that were making me depressed have actually changed. The specter of my dependence on mom and dad hung over my head constantly. It really bothered me. It's like no matter what you do you can't feel like a grown up if you still have someone else taking care of you. Now for the first time ever I'm working forty hours a week and paying for my own everything... Then again maybe it just needs another day to wear off and THEN I'll get depressed.

Talked to a nice lady on OKcupid. This town is too small. She was my cousin's Best friend's big brother's ex wife. I probably would have gone for it but she also has three kids. Do not want!

It is strange just how little I see my cousins who live in this house. We have perfectly offset work schedules.