I lost my car last week. Didn't work last week due to covid testing. I'm on empty for funds because of it. Losing my babysitter tonight. So I may lose my job tomorrow. Then in 30 days I'll prolly lose my place to live. Which means I may have to send my kids to their dads. Which they hate. So im just a failure of mother right now. A failure of a person. And all cause of some family drama bullshit. Which also is making me push my bf away. Because he deserves better. Soooo....fml.