Today I really just wanna give up...this year my bad habits my new years resolution is to never be who I was again ever and show myself the love and worth I desearve. so it is with a heavy heart I will be taking a break go idk how long but will post again soon. love all the furry fam. that's what my depressed me thinks. the real me just wants a big group hug pets and good laughs. the other me wants to be self loathing. so when I think this way I have a good hug with my Big Lion King and life is back to Normal. I'm done lashing out at the people who already love and accept me and I accept who I am 100% fully. I'm so sick of seeing this world eat itself it cause me to eat at myself in such an unhealthy way I'm done doing it forever. my BPD1 can't take the hatred. if you ever loved me i am sorry for how I treated you I love you each and every day. not a moment passes I don't wish to come home....to my online family but I have been bad to myself and others collecting hearts and leaving scars. I've caught my cold this year and from now on I'm done with acting as I have twords others. I will return once my life is more in order to post art and be around. stay safe be well, don't hurt, life is good and do the right thing get help befor Deppression TRYS to lie and take your happiness. which is love trust confidence and pride.