So Hey guys, wanted first to tell you that even though October will be ending I'm not done with Wamtober and Kinktober so you can rest assure on that if you still want stuff ^^ I will be getting in touch with those who have selected spots but haven't paid just yet. And those who have paid for this next round I am going to knocking yours out for sure. Also will be doing the halloween suggestions and such. Should be really close to meeting the goal of getting the new laptop. This one still hanging in there for now.
A few updates on life right now, first this week has been really taxing on me mentally and emotionally. First we had our first major quarantining at school roughly 1/4 of the school kids are in quarantine. That doesn't mean they have covid, they were around a teacher that tested positive for it. Then a teach friend of mine died from a heart attack. So with the added stress of suddenly students are gone and that number seemed to grow from day to day. Having to stay up late for feeding bottle baby kittens also worn me out. Then add on that we can't carry kids trick or treating and my little girl finally at an age of understanding what it is and had been practicing all year for it. It really depressing. WE do have fun backup plan for the kids that they will enjoy and involve hunting candy filled ghosts in the house and yard.
Healthy wise, I've been having effects of west nile off and on. Nothing major but I can tell it has affected me mentally some . I've noticed sometime I have trouble getting things out clearly speaking, get tired very easily, and have had my eye ball swell up.(yeah that was fun) Also found out it will take roughly a year to get over this crap. But over all I'm doing ok physical health wise.
I just needed to get this off my chest. I tend to bottle things up and put on the "I'm ok face." and right now I'm not really ok.