Considering how much of this year was an absolute nightmare; October felt incredibly light and sometimes enjoyable by comparison. I've had a lot more fun chilling with people in Discords or even getting to catch new, incredible artists on twitter and FA just about every single day. Though as I've come to realize I definitely spend too much time on social media. I know how to avoid doom-posting, but my need for constant stimulation is just sucking away all my time and drive. So I'm taking up a big task.

November is National Novel Writing Month (NaNoWrimo). I've tried to do it a few times but each one has ended up in failure either due to obsessing over perfection or really bad stuff happening in my life that has left me unable to write. The goal this day is just to get the stuff from my head written on the page. I didn't think it was possible until I wrote a 1000 word story in 2 hours last weekend. I still think I have that talent.

I'm not going to be posting the stories immediately; but I'll definitely want to create content for people to read. Even as a commissioner I still want to provide some form of entertainment for the rest of you all. And I'm looking to do the origin story/meet cute on how a certain goat and samoyed got together.

Wish me luck!