As some of you may know on twitter, my brother in law who I'll name Alonza Brown....married to my oldest was killed in an ATV accident last night. They tried emergency surgery early in the morning to try and save his life since he was showing brain activity but the damage to his brain and the rest of his body was just too severe...my second oldest already warned me last night on the way back that he might not make it.

I think the people that took the hardest hits is going to be my oldest sister and her 3 sons she had by him. The oldest one really didn't seem phased but it still bothered him. 2nd oldest when down in tears and the youngest whom is currently a 1 week old infant isn't gonna meet his daddy. My oldest sister...we'll call her by her middle name Marie...she's taking this hit the most. Just had a 3rd child by him and now she's widowed....Even my nieces whom were fathered by a different guy prior to her and Brown's relationship...even they are having a hard time with this somber news....

I don't know what I'm gonna do with them now. Feels like when a person dies around us everything falls apart...just like with my grandmother five years ago. I wasn't done grieving her...now I'm grieving 2 people now.