It's been a quite some time since I posted a journal here. I am turning 30 come tomorrow, and I figured I should post something as a result.

With myself reaching another milestone in my life, I reflected on everything leading up to this point. Making new friends, getting a job, struggling with financial problems, and the chaos of the real world. As I looked back, I saw all that happened. And I saw just how much I lost track of my original goals. Hesitation, forgetting skills, and trying to hang on to what I have. With this milestone, and me getting back together with my girlfriend, I figured on reclaiming what I've learned in the past and to push forward toward my original goal.

Basically, I am going to relearn how to program C++, learn how to create games in Unreal Engine 4, and learn how to properly use Blender to create detailed models.

All of these are to push toward my goal of being a game developer, of creating my own game studio and to get all of my video game ideas out there for the world to see. I still have dreams of creating amazing games that many would want to play. And with everything going on in the world, I might as well start. Its something I need to do to break free from this mundane job that I have, and get enough money to sustain myself and to build a future. It will take time, but so long as I push myself, it will be within reach.

And with that said, 30 years old. And I still got a lot of my life ahead of me. Time to make the most of it.