I gave Them life so I could have friends. I created Them so I could have a hand to hold when I was hurt. They exist so He and I could experience love.

As long as I stay alive, They will exist. Just stay alive. You will be happy no matter what happens in the future.

I leave you with a Beatles song:
https://youtu.be/2lYudapfHlw

Here's a very candid memory I'm willing to share from my early 20 only to prove how pathetic and sad I am; I seriously broke down and cried when "With A Little Help From My Friends" came on when my high school buddy, his fiancee, and I played Beatles Rock Band...I think the same night the then fiancee (whom I knew from high school as well, just not as well) wanted to have a private convo in their room; probably about me being an instable mess...

I'm just a lonely mess right now, I've been one for years, and I don't know what to do.