Woof collapsed again..
5 years ago
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Just letting you know that, in case pictures come in late or not at all in the next days/weeks, that's because I'm only barely
able to concentrate on drawing right now, but I have a handful of pics finished already, so I'll at least try to post them accorindg to schedule.
Reason being, a tl;dr of sorts: The new place is still being renovated, parents came to "help" for that, they messed it up, so I had like three days
of extra work with it and it still looks kinda ugly, but I can't afford to put any more time into it or I'll mess up my drawing schedule again. Had
this... seriously messed up panic attack because things just wouldn't work out again no matter how I tried, started hyperventilating and just collapsed
onto the floor. Like imagine, you move out just to get away from them, and then they fucking hunt you down just to mess up your new place, it sometimes
feels like I'm freaking cursed or something.
Anyway, I'm fine now, or at least trying to recover as much as I can. Like... I'm just happy I'm even posting pics here and on patreon right now. Had this same
scenario happened a year ago I would have probably stagnated so much that I would have gone completely quiet for a few weeks. So I think I'm at least
learning to recover from bs like this faster.
Again, no need to worry, just wanted to give a quick heads up about what's going on here.
Thanks for reading~
able to concentrate on drawing right now, but I have a handful of pics finished already, so I'll at least try to post them accorindg to schedule.
Reason being, a tl;dr of sorts: The new place is still being renovated, parents came to "help" for that, they messed it up, so I had like three days
of extra work with it and it still looks kinda ugly, but I can't afford to put any more time into it or I'll mess up my drawing schedule again. Had
this... seriously messed up panic attack because things just wouldn't work out again no matter how I tried, started hyperventilating and just collapsed
onto the floor. Like imagine, you move out just to get away from them, and then they fucking hunt you down just to mess up your new place, it sometimes
feels like I'm freaking cursed or something.
Anyway, I'm fine now, or at least trying to recover as much as I can. Like... I'm just happy I'm even posting pics here and on patreon right now. Had this same
scenario happened a year ago I would have probably stagnated so much that I would have gone completely quiet for a few weeks. So I think I'm at least
learning to recover from bs like this faster.
Again, no need to worry, just wanted to give a quick heads up about what's going on here.
Thanks for reading~
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Take care big woof! We luv you~
Make sure you're rested enough, so that if some other shit happens, you have enough energy to deal with it.
take care of yourself first
Anyways I hope you get fully back on your feet soon, you have a numerous amount of people who are willing to help you, me included so if you need any help whatsoever, don't be afraid to reach out.
As for my advice I would say take a break a bit, but you seem determined to get your drawing finished so all I can say is try to find comfort in the fact that you're making hundreds of people happy with your artwork and don't fret over getting your work done, just have fun with it.
With that out of the way I wish you the best of luck with your place and have a wonderful day!
do not worry too much about the schedule, health first.
If this can make you feel any better in my place I've got two big hard issues we're dealing with, I'm supposed to care less since is not my fault or me involved but sometimes those worries get to me and well, I need to call someone or have some time to feel back, ok. Time will heal me hopefully.
stay safe there bro. *a strong big wolf hug*